Maxi pads

I don't use pads.  I haven't since I first started menstruating.

But today, I had to buy some.

I'm going through a miscarriage.  I hadn't been bleeding all that much.  Cramping, yes.  Bleeding, no.  So, I go to my ob gyn and all of the sudden, it's bad.  I'm embarrassed because I wasn't prepared for it. 

I head to WalMart to buy pads.  Emotionally distraught, cramping and just don't want to deal with any of this.  I buy a pack of maxi pads.  48 to be exact.  Because the doc said I'd be bleeding for while. 

I know.  Not exactly what you were wanting to here but then again it's my blog and it's called What The Miche?  so I get to write what I want.

So, back to my UGH!! moment. 

I get home, open the pack, slap on this maxi pad that feels like a depends and nothing!!

Ok, not nothing but certainly nothing that would require a maxi pad!!  Now what am I gonna do with these??  Use them to soundproof my room?? 

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!